Just curious. I was looking at pics from when I went to elementary school & junior high. I had another memory. I was in 6th grade. My whole childhood was really fucked up at times. Physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, and sexual abuse. I hated waking up in the mornings, and at night I wished I would just fall asleep and not wake up. 10 year olds are not supposed to feel that way. My dad & stepdads frequently drank beer, vodka, and took LSD; my mother & stepmother were pill heads. I hated it when they all drank.